Post by zzeltootz on Sept 11, 2007 14:53:42 GMT 7
I'm being practical.
i wont talk in riddles.
I'm afraid of loving him too much.
He might leave me and well, you know the rest.
This summer reminds me of the summer before.
*sigh*
I hope history won't repeat itself.
It was hard enough for me to forget the other one, surely this time it will be much more harder.
It's weird.
I only liked him before.
But as our "relationship" (if you can call it that) progressed as time went by.
I can pretty much say, I'VE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER.
that is certain.
But I'm so afraid.
Afraid that he might leave me and the pain might be too much for me.
I love him more than i ever loved Nikko.
Weird, huh?
Since, i vowed never to love again.
But, yes.
I do love him.
And he loves me too.
SO WHAT AM I AFRAID OF?
i'm afraid of everything!
A friend told me "stuff" about him.
I ignored it.
"I TRUST HIM", i told myself.
And unlike the "thing" with nikko,he was the one who pursued me.
And that's quite flattering, if you ask me.
I love it when we talk.
I LOVE IT.
I LOVE HIM.
There was this one time when he asked me if i really loved him, of course i said yes.
I DO LOVE HIM.
He told me that sometimes he didn't felt it.
He apologized.
And now, I'm afraid he's getting bored with me.
*sigh*
i wont talk in riddles.
I'm afraid of loving him too much.
He might leave me and well, you know the rest.
This summer reminds me of the summer before.
*sigh*
I hope history won't repeat itself.
It was hard enough for me to forget the other one, surely this time it will be much more harder.
It's weird.
I only liked him before.
But as our "relationship" (if you can call it that) progressed as time went by.
I can pretty much say, I'VE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER.
that is certain.
But I'm so afraid.
Afraid that he might leave me and the pain might be too much for me.
I love him more than i ever loved Nikko.
Weird, huh?
Since, i vowed never to love again.
But, yes.
I do love him.
And he loves me too.
SO WHAT AM I AFRAID OF?
i'm afraid of everything!
A friend told me "stuff" about him.
I ignored it.
"I TRUST HIM", i told myself.
And unlike the "thing" with nikko,he was the one who pursued me.
And that's quite flattering, if you ask me.
I love it when we talk.
I LOVE IT.
I LOVE HIM.
There was this one time when he asked me if i really loved him, of course i said yes.
I DO LOVE HIM.
He told me that sometimes he didn't felt it.
He apologized.
And now, I'm afraid he's getting bored with me.
*sigh*
