rainy days realization. argh!

[zzeltootz]

i just put all the pieces of my heart back together again & then u come along and break it. Maybe this time I'll leave the pieces broken because they take too long to put back together and i know once the puzzles complete it'll just happen all over again. :`(
I've come to a realization. . . I'm done looking for love. the guys i end up liking always seem to break my heart. i don't know what it is.. is something wrong with me? maybe I'm trying too hard. maybe i don't try hard enough. or maybe my heart is leading me to the wrong guys.. but whatever it is, i now know that love hates me.

[caasi]

I hate rainy nights. It gives me a worst look whenever I wake up in the morning.

[zzeltootz]

haha.really? how come? hmpf..

[caasi]

I just don't wanna be seen with that look....

Imagine my hair Scattered Upward and add some curly hairs and just woke up in the morning.

. . . Not a good look. . .

[M a L L o w S]

yeah, what's the point?

[caasi]

I look like B ullshit. That's the point!!!

[zzeltootz]

so?

[caasi]

You ain't seen nothing yet out of me. I look like three-pieces-of-two-jackass-and-a-one-hell-son-of-a-gun that just went to a war in Vietnam and was thrown a huge bomb on it and calls it nightmare. I just hate rainy days.